Ground zero

The best time to reflect is when you like the person looking back.

iwtfy.me

Well I haven't done a reflection in awhile so a little quote sparked me to do it.
I like the mood i'm reflecting today so, here it goes. There have been umpteen disappointments in life and sometimes I really do feel like everything is slowly crumbling in front of me but i can't feel it physically. The things i've said or done to anyone or to myself, the negligence, the selfishness, the hatred. Though this traits in life are inevitable, my apology stretches to anyone whom i've done wrong.

The many animosities i feel have piled up to a certain point it surpasses any figment of tolerance left. I know that everything happens for a reason but who are we to really make out those reasons? The mystery of how events change and how the people in them do, its marvels me. How deappreciation, greed, selfishness, love, hate, friendships can be the basic structures that make up who we are. This post doesn't have a conclusion really, its just how i feel about certain elements in life. What sparks a need or greed? How we never take others or the consequences into consideration. We know of the risks, but we choose to go to ground zero, to suffer and to face the consequences only for an experiement where chances are bleak. Why do we choose to suffer in that sense? Where has it gotten everyone?
They say greed can be a fear, being afraid to lose something or maybe everything. So we want more to cocoon ourselves, to shant whatever insecurities that may fill us away.

Its so puzzling. What influences us and how we are who we are because of all these events.
I think i'm rambling so much you must be thinking this is all gibberish. But has the effects of your traits ever occur to you?

I'm still marveled.
Its Friday, a few more...before i'm back!
I'm hungry, doritos here i come!